Alone but not lonely

this is so good


Valentine’s Day. A day to celebrate love. I am pondering in my way home. I just had a conversation with my best friend about Valentine’s Day. He has been single for quite a while, contrary to me. I have had a relationship for a few years and last year I had a beginning one. It has been six years since I have really been alone on this day. For many years I have been so incredibly lonely. Nothing could really satisfy it. I was searching for something that could fill my void.

When I was a teenager I wasn’t really a ‘catch’ for anyone, I wasn’t ‘wanted’, I wasn’t sexy for the guys near me. I was a girl, a young woman, trying to find her identity. Trying to find a place of being loved, being needed and valued. When I was fifteen I had a bad relationship. It ruined…

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